RuKsaK

Slapping these white on black letters to jumpstart this place again.

I’ve spent the last 20 hours looking down on all types of clouds, thumbing dire magazines and growing miserable. I went through the usual mix of weighing my sins in the fate bucket with the statistics in the science bucket. The usual equation ensued – perspiring palms and thoughts and thoughts of death. I always think I might die in one of those bastards. Jesus – this death nonsense is killing me!

Anyway, I’m back after a month off – in Russia and the UK. My wife and daughter are in Russia for another two weeks leaving me pining like a pathetic pooch. I’m sweating damp lethargy and thinking about which shirt to iron for the morning and all that. Just fighting the fatigue to wring out the last few hours of my holiday.

I’ve spent the month reflecting, measuring life and all that – otherwise known as doing fuck all because I still can't work out the size of it, even boxed in a flying tin can.

I also spent more on shopping™ than I ever have in my life – with some help my darling.

A lot of ideas hatched for this place and will have something up in a day or two – just got to stick some legs on the bodies.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

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